This summer i have so many feelings... And i cant tell you which one that is true.
since the last word from my senior, i cant really explain how ive felt. Ive been close with some people that i might say that they are like my friends even my current boyfriend. Im not really sure with everything. Even to make this decision to be a girlfirend gave me a headache.
or was it a thought of mine is real, where i should wait until i go to philipine to make this decision. And once again im caught. Or should i be alone for now? Will he understand will he cares that actually i really am not really for all of this.
thats what im afraid of love...either afraid to be hurt or hurt everybody. I do care for my current boyfriend, but i cant lie that i do have another affection towards other. Even this morning i only think about that other guy.
can i say no? Or was it i am too afraid to say everything to hurt someone else. And more that im afraid of, im afraid of karma. Im afraid if i did something, something will come back to me.
i dont know i really dont know
maybe im not ready yet for love this summer. To much feeling to my friends, just to call it crush. And now i dont know which one is true and which one that are not...
theme song: heaven knows
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