Gone

Is it just too much pain when you know, someone that you love so badly, the comfort zone that you have, the shelter that you always feel has gone?

PUFF! 

Fanish from the face of the earth, kept you in a hallowness, the terrible, tremendous pain, as you wanted to scream out loud, yelling and howling

It HURT! It HURT! It HURT!!!

Then the memories always come within everynight, or surprise you within every move you've made. 

How it kills?
How suffering it is?

Its like a pain.... Lies there in your heart... It burns! As it burns so much you just want to punch your heart...

ENOUGH! ENOUGH! ENOUGH!

Beating after beating...

Hurt after hurt...

Its time for enough. Its time to KILL IT!

Just to erase every of your memories, your hurt, your pain...

And when you said
Love, is about watching people dead...

You are wrong! You are so WRONG

Because dead finished it all,
DEAD kills it all!!!

There's no love in dead!
That also apply to dead! In dead there are no love!

How the hell love knows dead?
How the hell the dead feels love?

And to name GOD?!
Huh! You dont know the HELL up!
You dont know a SHIT!
It feel like i want to blame HIM!
It feel like i want to over mine...
Hehe why dont you took Mine?! My life?! Why dont you took it?!

Argh!
But then again people will always said all the SHIT!
your life too worthy!
Well you know what! I dont give a fuck anymore...

Hahhaha my life is over when HIS LIFE is over too
Its done!
Just like what I've said before in dead there is no love
And so is love, there is no dead.
Only GONE!

And just what i have, now GONE!